Sorry, everything is rush, rush, rush this week - first week back with staff and students - lots to get ready. Work to bring home, preparing for staff luncheon first day, shopping for last minute supplies. I feel like my life isn't my own sometimes. And it's defeating when you're too exhausted to even create ANYTHING. I don't regret doing things for other people, but as I get older I find I ask myself the question more often "Why am I doing this?". Am I ever going to get time to do for me what I want to do instead of what I have to do? Ahhh, it's a conundrum.